Actually,
a long time ago. I am still feeling same. I think it will go on like this.
Maybe forever.
It is weird feeling. What you should feel
when you think that your place is wrong? You cant find your place in the world,
in the whole universe. Does it sound strange? Yes, it does.
What is the reason of this feeling? Not
easy to reply. Anyway, I have an answer of it.
It is hard to manage when people around
you are from other world. It sounds terrible. It is better to say, “when you
are from other world”. People don’t like when you talk unusual things about
them. They are used to live according to norms. Norms, stereotypes, mindset.
They talk about freedom, happiness, but
they are slave of norms. Aren’t people dishonest? They are…
That’s why it is almost impossible to live
with them. When your family and friends come from the same way of thinking,
life becomes trouble. You look like a triangle among squares.
That’s not all.
“Are you mad”, “are you serious”, “don’t
talk stupid”, these are the common sentences you hear from those people.
So, I am asking: Who is mad? What is
madness?
Obeying these rules silently or trying to
be himself?
Imagine you stand in the middle of the road without any sign, without any map and you dont
know where to go. All you know is that you dont belong here. You feel like at somewhere,
someone,
something
is
waiting for you. At that place you can find inner peace, you don’t feel
different, you can be “human”. Does it sound unrealistic? Maybe.
People think that good job, loving wife
and sweet children are everything they need. After 5 days hard work they go out
with their families, spend time. Then again same routine things start. And the
life is going on like a loop. Is it what we want? Is it real life?
I want
to hold them and say: please wake up, look at your around, search for true
happiness.
To find the place where you belong is the
hardest thing. Have you found your place? Your real place. Where you become
yourself, where you show your inner world without hesitation, without fear, where
you laugh from heart, where mentality doesn’t lock your desires up… if you have
found that place, protect it. Especially from people…
Since it's already year and half from the date you posted this post. Hope you now belong to somewhere, somewhere you always wanted to be. This post is unlike any other post you posted yet. It hits different everytime and that song (LP), was really smooth & great way to finish off with the article. Looking forward for more
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